Understand that when those negative feelings come to the surface they are only there to be scooped up and off by the healing hand of God. You will experience days and moments when you feel like you have made major strides, only to have something trigger what seems to be a setback and dig up another truckload of pain. But over time, the pain will subside, it will hurt less and less until it doesn't hurt at all. It gets better. Even though you may not believe it right now, just take my word for it. The whole time you're hurting, you are healing.
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